Remember what it feels like to just look forward,
to be?
So free, so magical, so me
This other imposter
isn't me
Who are you?
when I speak of you, who is this person that I long to meet
that I would go out of my head for?
This person is a door
is a plane is a ticket is a sea
this person is me
I like her well
This creature in the sea
who crosses
ocean galaxies afar
is she boundless?
yes
is
she forever what for
I am that too
What
for when am I to do
alone here in this place a disgrace
a mother of two
a wife and fighter
a lover
and striver
what on earth for
am I to do?
I want you this place
this land of disgrace this
monkeybrain
clandestine trance
this lover fever dance this zoo
what forever on earth for am I to do
with you
This monkeybrain child woman
trance
this feverish isolation tank dance
This doesn't fit in here
but is syrupy sweet
a delectable treat is
feverish dying and at
peace
Wake up sister
Why am I sleeping?
so gratefully after a long
long slumber and climb
I am tired of all the hurtful climb
I am tired all the time
I want you to come rescue
me
Sister of Mine